Hey! I have another blog now, DiariHatiKu. Its in Malay and more relax. I can say that its all about me being a Malay in Singapore context. Hehe. Do visit.

I wish I wasn't born in the first place.
I wish I was dead now.

Why must I go through this for my whole life?
Why me?
Why not them?

I'm naive.
I'm innocent.

I've never wanted this.
I've never dreamt of this.

Oh God.

Why am I _____?
Why am I not like others?

Oh God.

Why?
I'm all alone.
No one.

P/S: DON'T EVEN THINK OF CALLING MY MOBILE OR HOME OR EVEN TALKING TO ME IN MSN. LET ME SAY THIS FOR THE LAST TIME, I WANNA BE ALONE. GET IT?

DEAR FRIENDS AND READERS,

I WILL BE AWAY FROM THIS WORLD. DON'T WORRY I'M STILL ALIVE. SORRY IF I DON'T REPLY YOUR SMS-ES OR ANSWER YOUR CALLS FOR THIS PERIOD OF TIME. I JUST WANNA BE WITH MUHAMMAD SHAZALI BIN SABTU, THAT'S MYSELF. I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE IF I DID HURT YOU GUYS DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY, WHETHER PURPOSELY OR ACCIDENTALLY.

I LOVE YOU GUYS. MUACKS!

XOXO,

SHIZARI CAREY.