"There is something special by the way you look at me. I'm still missing you."

Hey. Its been a long time since I last updated. I'm in school right now. I'm having lectures. i'm bored to death. I was late as usual. Coming late has been like a routine to me.

Oh God, please help. I don't want to be late no more. I want to turn up on time or early so that I can really concentrate on lectures/tutorial.

I had my production training going on for the last few weeks. I'm so tired. Yesterday, I overslept. I didn't attend my tutorial. GOSH. The training ended late, around 10pm. Can you imagine, practising the dance steps from 5pm to 10pm. I am kinda stress. I can't really get the steps.

I need rest. I'm mentally prepared as I know that this coming few weeks will be very hectic. Theory test, practical test, presentations and the production training.

I think that's it. Thousands apology for the late update. Love 'ya all. Muacks!

This made me smile. I was surprise to see this in my Inbox.

You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelet to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold

You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight

You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide

You may not be with me so much anymore
I'll miss you so much
and I love you so much my Bestie!

MISSES.

I love you too. You never left my heart. <33

HEY!

I haven't started on my 1000 words essay. Haha. I don't even know what to write about. This Thursday, I'm having a class pot luck gathering at East Coast Park. Haha. I'm sure its gonna be fun.

I've already got my Production Training schedule. Its hectic! OMG!

I don't feel like its holiday. My holidays are like shit. Packed with trainings & assignments. Haiz.

I'm so lazy to update. I still remember when I first started my blog. I updated it almost everyday & there was once or twice I updated twice a day. Haha. But now...

I just don't have any idea what to write on. Its boring to blog about my everyday life. I need a topic.

So guys, PLEASE SUGGEST ME A TOPIC TO WRITE!

Haha. I envy Keyis. He updated his blog almost everyday and there's always something interesting about what he blog. You should read it! Its nice.

That's it.

I love my new song, its from Kris Dayanti - I'm Sorry, Goodbye. Love 'ya all! Muacks!

"I'm afraid of her reaction."

Hey! Today was relaxing. I went shopping. Hehe. I was fond of this shirt. Its in black. I'm so loving it. And I bought a cardigan. I thought of buying more but couldn't find what I want.

Tommorow, I'm having a performance. Hehe. At Eunos. My holidays are going to be pack with the musical training & assignments. My secondary school is organising a fiesta. I'm so excited because then only, I can meet my ex-schmates. Hehe.

My current class planned a pot luck gathering at East Coast. But not confirm of the day. I feel like going shopping again. Hehe.

That's it. Love 'ya guys! Muacks!

"Give me 10 reason why I should tell her."

Hey! I'm so in love with this song, 'Never Too Far Away' by Mariah Carey. Its so soulful. Its quite an old song. This song is in her 'Glitter' album.

Hehe. Today is a short day. I only had 1 class. Hehe. From 12-1pm. But then, there's CCA. I got Dikir Barat this Sunday again. Hehe. Erm, Maybe I will go back early on Sunday because my cousin is getting engage. HAIYA.

Ok-oklah. So boring. I'm downloading more Malay songs because I noticed that many of my friends in my CCA listen to Malay songs. I only listen to Siti & more to English songs. Hehe.

That's it. I've updated, ok. Hehe. Love you guys! Muacks!

"Tell her, tell her not."

Hey. Wow. Its been a really long time since I last updated my blog. How slow I am. OK, Let's do it with pictures.













All the photos are taken in the lecture theatre & during my project discussion. I'm gonna get a laptop soon. Hehe. The term break is coming up. Wee. But too bad, only 2 weeks.

I'm planning to work part-time so that I can shop during the Great Singapre Sale. Hehe. This June, there are many birthdays to celebrate. Esp to my bestie, Lindah. Hehe.

Its been 2 months of school. Time really really flies so fast till I didnt realise. This June, I will be going back to my secondary school. They will be having a huge funfair. Its for the fund-raising. I must say, its getting better & fun every year.

I really enjoy school. That is why I don't really notice how fast the time flies. Hehe. I guess, when we grow older, we tend to have more friends & its much easier to get along with people. And its much easier to make friends. When I was in Sec 1, it took me half a year before I can get along with my classmates. But, in poly, it took me only 2months to get along with people & finding your own cliques. Hehe.

Last Sunday, I performed Dikir Barat at a wedding. I must say, it is fun. This coming Sunday, there is also a performance but I'm not too sure whether I can make it or not. Hehe.

Okay, that's it. Love you guys! Muacks!

"You're so iritating. Please be independent."

Hey. I'm feeling so sleepy. I don't know why. I slept quite early yesterday. Erm, ya, today I had my Bio-sci test. It was ok. I passed.

Luckily I wasn't late today. I would say, I was on time. Tomorrow school starts at 11am & ends at 1pm. Isn't it great? Hahaha. I had nothing to blog about. Let's just watch a video clip by Karen Kong. She's very fluent in Malay. Hehe.

Love you guys. Muacks!

"I wanna be anorexic."

Argh! I'm so disappointed with myself. I'm so fat, stupid. I had enough of this shit.

2hours of jogging everyday, regardless of weather.
No carbohydrate.
No oily/fattening food.
Breakfast is the only meal I want to have everyday.

I will depend on water & vegetables/fruits.
I rather starve myself to death than living as big fat pig.
Enough!

"Friendship is all about who comes & never leaves."

Hey. This week has been fun. But only some bad incident. Haha. I was caught talking & laughing in the lecture room. I sat at the last row & everyone turn around looked and at my friends & me.

It was so embarrasing. And the next day, a girl in the same lecture room approached me just to ask about what actually happened the previous day. It seems that all of them know me. Haha.

In the lecture room.

Today, my class planned a colour code for us to wear-red, maroon, pink. Hahaha. It was fun.

My group members.

Last week, I went for audition for a Malay production in my sch. I was so nervous. I had to act, dance & sing. And this week, they held a meeting to tell us the results for the audition. Most of the people got in. I was losing hope. I thought I didn't make it but, OMG! I was chosen to sing for the finale. OMG. I was so so shocked. And the most shocking thing is, the judge said to everyone, "The best & fantastic singer of the day of the audition is Shazali." I was like, OMG! I was so shocked. I don't think that I'm that fantastic. If I'm fantastic, I would be performing in Anugerah.

Hahaha. I can't wait to practise to perform. OMG!

Hahaha. Today we learn about bed-bathing & making bed linen. It was fun. I love it. I learn so much. I really need to practise my skills on taking blood pressure.

Today, I met up with my angels, Lindah, Liyana & Aishah. It was fun. Miss them alot. We went to school to take our O level certificate. We met up with some teachers. i just miss the school environment. Hahaha.

I'm so happy. I'm surrounded by good people in my life. Hearts them <3.








I love each & single one of them.

That's it. Love 'ya. Muacks!

Get your own Poll!

"Don't love someone who take you for granted."

Hey. School is fine. More assignments are piling up. But its fun. Nothing much to blog about. Erm, I'm so tired. I need a life. For the past few days, I went to school from 8 to 5 & straight away to work from 6 to 11. It is so tiring. I want to quit.

I had enough the work load. I don't need the money. WTH.

I'm kinda pissed off with my colleague. They got this fuck up attitude. They don't understand that I'm schooling & I can't work on some of the days.

OK, today is Mother's Day. No plans. Maybe I'll just buy her a dress. I hope she like it.

"You ain't hot. You're just plainly cute."

Hey. Miss you guys lots. Its been 1 month of school. Yeah! Lindah is complaining about it. She said her school is horrible. No lectures & etc. Just assignments & presentation. Pity her. I really hope that she can adapt to the new environment.

Ok, life has been good. Only assignments are piling up. But most of it are group work. I totally agree with Iqah. The food in NYP are really boring. The same old kinda food everyday. Can somebody change the menu for all the Muslim's stall. Haiyah.

I miss my secondary school friends badly. Really. Aww. I really wanna meet you guys real soon. Please. Maybe during this coming public holiday.

But my class is not that bad. Its fun. Especially during Clinical Lab session. We can't stop laughing. You guys are fun :)

This Thursday, I'm going to have a presentation. I'm kinda nervous because of the lecturer.

I really miss those times when I would wake up so early to catch my bus to school. Its still so dark but I have to walk to the bus stop. My school was at Yishun & I stayed at Sembawang. I just love the coldness of the mist & the scenery with the morning dew. I would stare at the window & enjoying eveything. When the school ends, everyone would be rushing. I would walk slowly to the bus interchange. Wait for my bus. I must say, I love the journey. Its a pleasant one. I would miss the times when we would sit at the parade square with our books & sing the National Anthem. I miss homework. And everyone will copy each others' work during the 1st lesson. I miss getting nags from teachers. I miss P.E lessons. Haha.

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Haiyah. I miss every single little things that I had during secondary school. I had lots of goods memories during my 5 years in Yishun Town Secondary School.

Can I say this? I miss you Yishun Town! I mean it.

Love ya. Muacks!

"Age are just numbers"

Sometimes, its hard for you to forget your 1st love.
Sometimes, you have to face the reality.

Ok, I've not been posting for quite long. So, ya, this few weeks have been great for me. Everything went so smoothly and fast that made me realised its has been 3 weeks of school.

The other day, I went to Little India with my beloved family. It was Sunday & just imagine the crowd. There's nothing more to explain. I'm you know how pack is the place.

I had Indian rojak. And it was super-duper nice. The gravy was perfect - not too thick.

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Ya, that's my Mum. She's hawd.

I love my clinical lab session. Super-duper fun. I just love it. I love hands-on. And ya, remember about the 2 girls that I'm quite close to?

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Don't ask me why I look fcuking fat in the 2nd pic. I don't know.

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This is my niece. My Mum baby-sits her. I love her so much. Really much. She only go back home during weekends. Her mum took her home. She's not here. I just miss her. To Rae Ann, I love you, sweetie. Muacks!

Ok, that's it. I love you guys too. Muacks!

HEY!

I'm at school now, updating my blog. Wee. I've just finished with my lectures. It's a short day today. I had only 2 lectures. Hahaha.

But, I'm having my CCA later, around 4pm. I'm looking forward to attend the orientation.

I'm actually kinda bored.

I've not bought my laptop yet. Still waiting for my interest free loan from NYP. It will be out 26 April. I thought of purchasing a ACER notebook but its kinda heavy.

Actually, I had planned for a class gathering last Saturday but the plan didn't work. I had to many things to settle first. I've postponed it to another day which is not confirmed yet.

I miss my school friends alot especially Lindah, Liyana, Aishah, Fadhli & Mansur. Its been a long time since I last met them.

I'm looking forward to watch The Dancefloor Finals. I'm supporting Fantastic Four. They are great. I love the way they dance. Hahaha.

And, I didn't know that my classmates have their own blogs too.

A special welcome to Iqah, Syahidah & Nurul



That's it. Love 'ya. Muacks! And, ouh ya, do check out Hyrul Anuar's blog. I love to read it.

HEY!

Yesterday I went to collect my sweatwer that I bought from Yahoo! Auctions. It costs only S$10.00. It is fcuking cheap. And the quality is good. No stained or what so ever.

Click on this to view seller's item.

He sells pretty good stuff and good deals. I think I wanna buy a cardigan from him and maybe a t-shirt.

Monday blues. Not blues actually. I don't know why look forward to going school. Maybe because of the environment & freedom.

That's it. I need to buy my textbooks later at Square2. Love 'ya all. Muacks!

HEY!

School is fun. I have found lots of new friends. Haha. But its kinda tiring because I have to run about to lecture, tutorial and labs session. I'm close with this Myanmar girl and a chinese girl. There are nice & sweet.

Haha. I never regret of joining NYP. I chose Stage & Arts as my CCA. Haha. I'm in love with drama. I can't wait to get my student card.

You know what, I was late for my tutorial on the 1st day. Tutorial start at 0900 but I woke up at 0916. Haha. So, I didn't managed to turn up.

I love the food there. Cheap & nice. Hehe.

That's it, enough of school.

HEY!

My PC is alright. School will start next week. Duh. Excited plus nervous. I went for my orientation yesterday. It was boring at first but it start to get better after lunch. We had games. I really enjoyed the games. I had found new friends there. NAd the best thing is most of them are girls. Wee. My class has 23 students. out of 23 students, only 3 are boys. Wee. Hahaha.

But it is really distracting to have lots of pretty girls in a class. Hahaha. The worst thing is, I'm the only Malay boy. Hahaha. See, I've told you, I'm the sexiest Malay boy alive. Its so obvious. Hahaha.

Gosh. The timetable is so difficult to understand. WTH. Its so confusing. I wish I had a P.A(personal asistant). So that she can help me do everything, from printing timetable to buying books, getting lecture notes and etc. All I have to do is pay attention in class, study and do well for exam. Hahaha.

Now I understand the meaning of independent.

There is no one who's gonna do everything for you like in secondary school. The mentor can only guide you along & that's it. Duh.

The most difficult thing is what I wear. Its so difficult to go to school. I must really think hard and crack my brains. What I'm gonna wear? What? Hahaha.

I think I'm gonna re-write the timetable for Week 1. Ouh ya, I think I wanna join Drama Club or Malay Cultural Club. Hahaha.

Loye 'ya all lots. Muacks!

HEY!

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. MY PC ROSAK/SPOLIT. KWANG. KWANG. KWANG.

NO FRIENDSTER.
NO BLOG.
NO MSN.
NO YOUTUBE.

AND SHIT, ALL MY SONGS & STUFF IS IN THE PC. DUH! I NEED TO BUY A THUMBDRIVE.

SEE 'YA WHEN MY PC IS FINE. I'M USING THE LIBRARY PC.

LOYE 'YA ALL. MUACKS!!!

HEY!

I was bored and had nothing to do so, I went to yahoo.com to find Siti's latest pics. And please support Siti by voting her for the Most Popular Song (Biarlah Rahsia) & Most Popular Female Artiste.

To vote for Sitil:
Code: S2 (Biarlah Rahsia) & F12 (Siti Nurhaliza)

SMS to 72346:
APMCodeI/C No.Name

Vote wisely and responsibly! Let's do it today!
Or forms can also be found in MANJA magazine.
Note: For Singapore only. 50cents per vote, voting ends 8th April 07, Sunday

Let's rewind back. Here's a video of Siti performing for APM 05.

So many changes have happened. Usually Siti is accompanied by her brother. But now, Dato' K is taking over.

Those pictures below are taken at Grammys Award. It was Dato' K's 1st time accompanying Siti to an award show. Look how gorgeous Siti is and how macho Dato' K is.

And ya, I also found pictures of Dato' K with his sons. They are all good-looking. Hahaha.

Siti has changed alot.

This is how slim she used to be.

This is how cute she used to be.

This is how natural she can be.

This is how naughty she can be.

And how vogue she can be.

Hahaha. It's all about Siti. Siti Situ Sana Sini. Hahaha.



Love 'ya all. Zali Zalu Zana Zini. Hahaha.